This aesthetic anxiety blog is an attempt to officially start my actual journey to success and happiness. I know it seems pretty dumb to start with a blog but I’ve exhausted all other methods. If your biggest struggle every morning is whether or not you’re going to get out of bed, then you’re definitely in the right place.
My definition of success is to be self sufficient, because I am in no way, anywhere near there. When I think of the way I want my life to be in 5 years I think about having my own place, cooking for myself, multiple steady incomes, more than 2 friends, and in the most perfect world, a boyfriend. But, I know that in order to attain any of these surface level goals is to start bettering myself and my extremely bad habits. This is the place I plan on documenting any accomplishments, big or small. I want to share with the world how a little motivation and self confidence can really change a person.
Im 21 years old, currently a college student working on my bachelors in social work and I live at home with my parents with no bills to pay… I know, all my friends call me annoying too. I’m super happy with my career choice and am very excited to be going to school to learn about it. I also work a somewhat high profile office job during the week which limits how much I can be my true self during the day, but pays well. Because there’s a lot of pressure in my household to go to work and school, I’ve rarely taken time to find something to do that I enjoy besides staying in bed and binging Criminal Minds all day. So in the meantime, I would like to start finding hobbies for myself to stay busy because I am very easily distracted and unmotivated would be an understatement. A lot of my posts on here might just be trial and errors, but I will eventually find some things I enjoy and I can hopefully turn into another form of income for myself.
Lastly, this will also be my outlet to blow off some steam, write about something happy or maybe to jot down some things I want to remember to tell my therapist (who I haven’t told about this idea yet but I’m sure she’ll love it). I’m going to be 100% me here and hopefully be able to share some life tips along the way as I learn them too. I’m super new to this and have absolutely no idea what I’m doing so that means I’m ready to start my journey and I hope I can gain some friends along the way.
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